Being a grown up is hard!

So far this is our month- Found out the major Sean planned on having is only good enough to be a therapist in Arizona, so he needs to change it from psychology to social work. We decided we would be moving anywhere he is accepted for grad school. This is a huge deal for me, cuz I've never lived more than 10 miles from my family. I know I'm a grown up and married and have my own family but its still hard. Sean and Noah have both had colds on and off for weeks. Now Sean just got over a Sinus Infection and tonight found out he has Staph. That is a flesh eating bacteria. It sucks. Its highly contagious so he has to be careful touching me and especially Noah. Doctor bills are expensive and so are the meds. Its more important that Sean get better than the money being spent but we both can't help but think of how much money that we dont have is being spent. We are living with his family and borrowing money from his brothers just to get things paid off. THIS IS SO HARD!!! Right now the only thing getting us through is knowing that we have each others love and support and this little sweet guy:

 This is how he decided to lay for like 10 minutes. It was so funny. He is a silly baby.

 Such pure happiness!! I love love love his smile

 "This is my blanket and I like to eat it"

I know that it will work out. I just wish that it would be right now, but its not. So I guess I just have to look at the bright side of things. Sean is enjoying school, Noah is feeling better and growing so much, he is just the sweetest thing. Oh I got my hair dyed. Yes I know I just said we have no money, no worries, I didnt pay for it. My friend and I swapped hair for massage. My hair is super short and very red now and I love it! So does Sean :) We will be able to get everyone we owe money to paid back at the end of this month and then next month we will be able to start putting money towards savings. All in all I guess things aren't horrible. Just more difficult that we would like.